I know this is a forever thing. I do.
But there are times when I am doing something and my mind wanders to a month from now, to Ian’s birthday in May, to summer vacation and the lake….
He will still have diabetes and we’ll still be dealing with this.
And it hits me hard in the gut.
Every year I make cupcakes for his class for his birthday.
I know by May we will know how to adjust his insulin to accommodate a birthday treat, but the thought still for some reason shocks me….like my mind has somehow decided this is only temporary.
In my heart, I know it’s forever.